And before you get any smart ideas, it's not a circumscribed hole either.  This peg simply will not fit into the hole.  I've finally found validation for the answer i've been giving people all this time.  It's not a matter of career paths, it's a matter of comfort.  Photography is what keeps me centered and placid.  Standing here amid the chaos, i'm not centered; nothing is placid.  It's all just stress and nervousness.  I mean, it takes some acclimation, but i honestly wouldn't do it for a living.  I volunteer my time for the TU newspaper quite readily and i'm proud of my contributions when i can make them, but it takes experience to know what you like and what you don't like.  It feels nice to know i still did an alright job on the assignment(s).